I didn’t want to fuck another man, just my stepfather. He is the only man I feel safe with and who makes me feel comfortable. Losing my virginity was scary, so I wanted my first sexual relationship to be with him. After begging him enough, she accepted. And one day when my mom was gone, we took the time to do it. It wasn’t violent at all. First he stroked my boobs, we undressed and asked me to masturbate. I started stroking my pussy, he masturbated. And when I was horny enough, he penetrated me. Not that strong. Little by little, until he broke my hymen. It was a little painful, but I could take it. And I just bled a little.